Pimples pimple go away...

To my dear acne and pimples, please get the f&*k off my face!!!

I miss INTI:(

Life in college was fun... Being in college was the only time when I could wake up in the morning, look outside the window, and be ready for whatever that's coming up for the rest of the day...

Contrary to the situation at home, where I would wake up to the sound of the alarm clock( or my mum or my annoying sister ), and blame the world for not giving me a good night's sleep, I will face the day with a bright smile on my face:)( well, not literally:p)...

College memories, especially things I've done with my machas and classmates, unforgettable things, will be eternally stored in this big head of mine... These are one of the greatest times in my life, studying together in the library, eating together after class, going for INTI events, INTI Idol, hanging out in Seremban( Gillian's house more specifically ), having dinner with the whole gang and studying right after that, playing basketball and futsal at 4 in the morning, the basketball games, the 'near death' experience, e.t.c... ( There's so much more, it's gonna take days to list everything down)

Wow, just writing these somehow gets me a lil' emotional...

OK! Now that college is done, I'm gonna get prepared for the future - uni life...

Haiz... Life IS tough...

My Newer Baby...

Bowling was the main agenda today... Some friends came on a road trip to Malacca 2 days ago... After something like 2 weeks of not meeting them, the sight of them literally brought back the college feeling that I've missed so much...

So, 10 teenage guys went to the supposedly largest bowling alley in the whole of South East Asia, with 2 main objectives... 1. To have loads of fun... And 2. To throw some balls!!! (Big heavy balls I might add)

We had fun alright! With this being my first time bowling, I've never been happier with my performance, though I might be nothing more than a laugh stock to those who bowl on a regular basis... Shaun dominated the games with not one, not two, but three strikes! This ex-headboy really knows how to haul balls!

Right after bowling, the guys decided to have their lunch while I had plans with my family at the Melaka International Trade Centre(MITC)... It's the home of the PIKOM PC Fair this year...

After some walking and browsing for what seemed like forever, we found ourselves in front of a Sony exhibit...

That's when all the magic happened in my mind... Sony= Vaio laptops, and Vaio laptops = My aim for a long long time... So, after some very intense begging and convincing, my parents gave me the thumbs up!:)

And so here I am, blogging in my new Vaio FW series...

That's all for now, so chow!

Oh yeah, THIS IS MY NEWER BABY!!!

My New Baby...

A priced race horse needs a good jockey to guide its way to the finish line first, leaving others tailing… A barista needs a fair coffee maker to brew the finest servings of caffeine goodness… A pianist needs a fine grand piano for the playing of every note precisely to musically engineer a masterpiece…

Well, all this fall to the same universal theory – one needs the essential instruments to succeed. Frankly, I like this sentence very much…
Have you heard of the phrase ‘ a good basketball player needs a good ball’? LOL… ( Please forgive the lame pun.) I’m not really a ‘good’ basketball player, BUT my ball is in a bad shape at the moment…

Ask an experienced basketball player what they need in their ball, and they will list everything down for you from the physical and geometrical aspects, to its ‘post-shot feel’… Generally, I need a ball with perfect grip, good balance and most important of all, endurance… A ball that can endure long hours of wear and tear basically lasts longer, which means it’s perfectly friendly to my wallet and I don’t have to go around ‘ball hunting’ that often…

My current ball has lost all its grip and it’s not fully spherical anymore courtesy of the few hooligans who have viciously raped the life out of it…( I’m not talking about my friends in INTI, definitely not you guys, you people play good basketball. I’m talking about the idiots who play in my taman!) So…





Introducing my new baby, the Nike Pure Grip… It has very good grip, it’s soft, and it has a full outdoor synthetic coating… It’s definitely tough since it’s the official game ball for outdoor competitions in AND 1… BUT, it’s not cheap! This thing is RM139.90 and my wallet took a serious dent…( More than a dent, looks like it got drilled inside out!) A high price for a not-so-rich person…

That’s it folks, will talk about it later when I get to use it on the courts… Can’t wait! See Ya…

Insomnia...

Ever got so bored that everything around you seemed to be moving so slowly? Every photon of light, every particle of air, every breathe you take...

Have you?

That's certainly the case with me now...

After my boss left the room, everything in the world turned to a sudden gloom... Boredom instantly oozed out from every corner of my room then, turning this place into a temporary torture chamber...

I know what it's like to be bored... I most definitely do... But my problem today is Extreme Boredom... (What do you know? I'm in INTI anyway)

It was around 11 when I was all alone in my room... I came up with an early plan to workout tonight...( Just trying to lose the excess baggage...) But then, I changed my mind and decided to watch some youtube videos instead...

So.... Time flew by and before I knew it, it's 2 already... That's when my brain turned into over-drive... Was not studying very hard, but was thinking of a way to end this boring night...

Why not sleep? If you ask... That's when the title of this post comes into play...

My sleeping patterns for the past few days have changed... I'm more 'nocturnal' than I used to be...( Blame the exams and the unmanageable stress) I have a sleeping time range from 4 to 6 nowadays and my time range to rise is from 12 to 3... Millions of other young adults out there can tolerate this kind of sleeping behavior, but that's not simply my case...

So because of that big pounding on my body clock, I've developed a minor case of Insomnia recently... It's 4a.m. now and I'm alert as a horse... THIS IS NOT GOOD!

Plus, since I'm not having enough sleep, my pimple problem is getting catastrophic! They're all over my cheeks now... Just bought a new spot clearing cream and I hope it would end my misery a.s.a.p...

I think I would go to sleep now as I just felt the slightest tinge of sleepiness... Better not lose it to get myself into a good snooze... So, that's it for this morning... Chow!

P.s: Some idiot in the girl's block is watching a movie with the speakers on max! It's 4A.M.! What a stupid bitch!

What The Fog?!...

After a nice hearty dinner at our 'signature' eatery - INTI Dining Hall, I came back to my room just in time to take a quick shower with a plan to continue my preparations for Chemistry later tonight...

BUT, this guy here did not do that.... No, he decided to get to Facebook for his Mafia Wars first....

So, after increasing 2 levels, he finally put his pc on standby and went to shower...

When he was showering, he heard a sound, something like a loud bang... O...k... It was just a loud bang, nothing much right?

Wrong! The bang was actually caused by the fogging machine... Some guy started the machine just in time when I was showering... Determined not to get trapped in the washroom again, I rushed myself and was done bathing in 5 minutes...

Just when I thought I was safe in my room, then only I realised that there are still shampoo on my hair!( I was shampooing when I heard the bang, so I rushed my bath without knowing that I washed my hair today)

What to do?! I went back into the washroom to clean it all up...

After rinsing everything off, I went back to my room... But the moment I stood out of the washroom, the whole place was foggy... The smells, the sight, everything was terrible!

I managed to get into my room and everything was fine again, it's just that the whole place smells like burnt rubber now...

Ok, that's all, gotta go now...

P.s: I'm blogging just to wait for the fog to subside, and now that the coast is clear, I'm good to go:)

Statistics... The lying subject....

It's a moody Monday evening and I just got up from a very very disturbing nap... The weather is taking it's toll on me again since it's right after a heavy downpour... I'm having a cold at the moment; not a serious one yet, but it's gradually turning into something to be afraid of...

Napping in the afternoons is certainly not my kind of routine... I don't normally do that....

So why the nap?!

The answer is simple:) - STATISTICS PAPER !!!

Some of you might have logged into Facebook in time to see some A level students expressing their 'gratitude' towards the paper...

Is it that hard? You might ask...

I will look you in the eye, stare right into you while two imaginary hands would wrap themselves around that innocent yet curious little soul of yours; and scream the very common but sometimes elusive 3 letter word - YES!!!

In fact, 'yes' just doesn't cut it... This is beyond hard... Maybe I didn't prepare myself enough to even attempt some of the questions, but why bother trying when you don't understand a single shit they're asking you to do?!

One of my beloved lecturers in INTI, Mr. Tai, used to tell us that Statistics is a subject that teaches students how to cheat numerical facts and some real world statistical samples... He labelled Statistics as 'The Lying Subject'...

Well, we all got lied all right! After 16 sets of past year Statistics papers, nothing came comparatively close to the standards of the paper I just sat for... Not even one!

Okay, think I'm gonna end this post now... There's still Chemistry to do... So chow!

Oh yeah... One more thing...

SCREW YOU STATS!

SCREW YOU!

Officially Missing You...

Don't get me wrong, not 'officially' missing anyone at this very moment... Not yet:p
Officially missing you is a song by Tamia... As popular and highly requested as it is, I have not heard of it until yesterday, thanks to an upload from one of my friends in Facebook...
It's superb and I can't wait to learn it in my room...( F.Y.I, I'm in the library now, so singing here is definitely not an option)...
This is the link to the video I saw on Facebook yesterday - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtXr0pIRSg4
And while you people are listening to this, try this too( You will not regret this, trust me...) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gfvtiIujJlc
Well, I think that's it everyone... Don't forget these videos k!

Embarassment in the library...

Time - 1519 hrs.
Date - 21st October 2009.
Venue - Library, INTI-UC, Nilai.
Agenda - Got 'warned' for an attempt at Mafia Wars in Facebook by library authorities.
Mood - F^&ked up.
Company - Iceman, beside me and Ikhwan just came in.

Supposed to study for exams next week... Brain got jammed at a certain point where I can't stand studying and suddenly had a 'crave' for Mafia Wars and then got caught by somebody...
Think I'm gonna study now... Peace out...

Happy Birthday Rachel and Ms. Yap...

It's 8th of October 2009... 2 little baby girls were born on this day some years ago... One of them is my younger sister, Rachel and the other one is my beloved Bio lecturer, Ms. Yap, from INTI-UC... Like I said, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

I wished both of them through text messages at 12 a.m.( I know, what a useless brother... and student:p) But its pass my sis's bed time and erm... I just don't wanna talk to Ms. Yap, not because I hate her( which I clearly don't), but its something else, I don't know what it is, just don't wanna hear her voice at that hour...

Ok, I promised Ms. Yap last night that I'm gonna come to class at 8 this morning... I woke up at 7, feeling very very tired, and then decided that I should sleep for another 5 hours...

I woke up at 12p.m... Bathed, had lunch with the guys... And here I am, blogging in the library again... Gonna study soon enough...

Mock Test...

It's 10.50 a.m. on the 7th of October... I'm in the library's multimedia room again, getting very irritated by the loud noises made by people typing on the cheap keyboards available here...
Just about 3 hours ago, I woke up feeling ready for the 'briefing' by our beloved Mr. Liam... It was supposed to be some kind of a class to prepare us for Chemistry paper 3, which is the practical paper, well that was what they told me... I walked into the class with 3 of my other classmates feeling eager to listen to whatever the man has to say, or even whatever tips that he's going to let out( He got the paper in his hands, so he knows the questions...) '
We sat down, and 5 seconds later, he handed us 4 pieces of paper... And there it was... Questions after questions regarding practical matters in Paper 3... Haizzzz... I think I was the only one shocked because everyone else were anticipating the paper... Okay! To hell with the paper lah, I did whatever I can, and left one question blank...
So, although this sounds absurd, but the moral of the story is...... Don't come for any extra classes!!!
Opps, time to study now, at least that's what I'm here for anyway... So, byebye... Till I blog again...

Blogging crave...

After a few months, I'm finally back into blogging again... This crave has left me for almost a year and it has returned...

4.30p.m, 4th Oct 2009... I've been sitting in front of my laptop thinking of topics to blog about...

And the outcome is...... NOTHING! Hehe, my brain has been all clogged up by the Chemistry bullshit I read about earlier...

So, just label this post as a piece of junk in my blog:p Nothing significant here...

Going to work out before playing basketball later at 5.30... Might be playing some NBA 09 before that too... Chow...

Emo...

I am now emo...
I finally understand the true genuine meaning of emo, the self-hatred, the unending and repeating desire to shoot myself in the head, the unmanageable stress, and the 'F@^k the world' mentality...
Did I do something wrong?! Why have I got stripped-off my ever bubbly and cheerful personality all so spontaneously?! I NEED to know, I really do... Especially with this f%@cked up A Level exams just around the corner... How can I focus on my revisions with all this bullshit blurring my brain up?!
All I want now is my normal fun life; where I can study properly, sleep happily at night and waking up the next day feeling happy and refreshed... I want it so badly, in fact I NEED it!
God, if you're reading this, this 19 year old piece of fat meat needs a lil' help here...
( Dear friends, if you're reading this, don't worry... I'm just trying to get all the stress and negativity out of my head through writing... I'll be OK... It's me afterall, the idiot who tries to squeeze in something funny(if not stupid) into any conversation available! So, erm, sleep tight and sweet dreams everyone... It's also 5 minutes to 4 a.m, so it's time to hit the sack... Chow! And I remind all of you again, I'm perfectly OKAY!!!)

Multimedia Room...

2.00 p.m, 3rd October 2009... Woke up at 11.30 this morning thanks to some early construction works in my block... Someone's room in the ground floor has been rid of tiles... This is weird... Still haven't acquired the reason for that...
Had lunch with Shaun and Chia Ren in the dining hall at around 1... We decided to come to the library after lunch to 'study'. Well, that's definitely not gonna happen since Shaun didn't bring his books... He's just using the 'multimedia facilities' provided...
I'm actually blogging from the library's multimedia room with Shaun while Chia Ren is 'studying' near his college crush... This shows how bored I am... The fact that A2 is a mere 3 weeks away is haunting me like a ghost...
Well, that's it for today I guess, still have some things to do here... Studies included:p So, that's it folks, will blog soon... Peace out...

Apologies...

This post is dedicated to my dear friend, Elson... Thanks to him, I remembered that I have a blog, with the last post dated half a year ago...
It's 2.00 a.m. ,2nd of October 2009, classes start at 8a.m later... Yet, not a slight bit of sleepiness hit me... Guess it's the afternoon nap I took, the noisy blockmates, my emotions, and of course, my singing neighbor who has not stopped strumming tunes with his guitar since midnight... I don't mind him playing and singing because he's quite good with the guitar, but the fact that I'm highly irritated now is it's pass midnight! And people don't usually listen to live guitar performances at this hour... ( Dude! Is your IQ as low as your singing skills?! Go get a life!)
Ok, let's put that aside... Erm, A2! It's dangerous! It's deadly! It's a not-so-new species of Cambridge internal examinations set to put A Level students in as stressful a situation as possible! And it's charging fast ahead! Yeah, it's my so-called 'finals' that everyone of my A Level friends and classmate have to sit for... Plus, I have 3 stupid Chemistry resit papers added into my exam timetable! Blame this on the C I got for Chemistry in AS... Everything besides Chemistry is quite manageable...
Let's move on to other aspects of my current life.( That idiot staying beside me is STILL singing...) Erm, life is good... That's all I have to say... Life has changed for me in the past few months... Everything from my love life, to my hobbies and even my pets has changed... For starters, I'm not single anymore:p...( Not going to elaborate further regarding this as someone would most likely screw me up for embarassing her...) Pushing that aside, I'm also slightly addicted to paintball, all thanks to Low for gradually hammering paintball into my cerebral cortex... Now, I'm seeing paintball almost everywhere I go! This has got to stop since paintball is not a cheap sport, and I'm not rich, so it's always a heartache to see money flying out of the end of my marker everytime a shot is fired... And lastly, my ever faithful family member, Nicky has gone to a better place... Passed away at the age of 13 at 23rd of September, he died a natural death... He has been with the family throughout the worst of situations( including a flood) and also shared the funniest and happiest moments... He will be in our hearts forever and will never be forgotten...
I guess that's it for this morning... Still have to sleep for the class at 8... ( And finally, my neighbor has shut it...) So, goodnite and may god bless anyone who reads this...

INTI Idol.

Yes, I joined the college version of the ever-famous american talent show... I had mixed feelings about joining this thingy until my friends( you know who you are...) pushed and forced( i mean it literally, I got pushed to the counter!) to take part...
Ok, I payed RM5, got my audition date and went off to study for the upcoming exams...
* There's supposed to be a lot more stuff to be told here, but you know what???... F**k THEM!*
Today is audition day, 25th of May... What a day... Woke up at 10 a.m. and started working out really hard to avoid catching a cold from waking up late... I succeeded, but my muscles got mashed... I did not get a cold, I did not sneeze, and I was very happy because sneezing while singing isn't exactly pleasant to the ear... So, I started some vocal warm-ups and went off to block N to study with the rest for the day( we went to AO common room with air-cond after that because we don't want to end up being roast chickens )...
Then, it's the auditions... I was told that I have to be there by 6.15 p.m... So I told my friends to come at 6 as the seats are limited... So, they came and waited inside the audition hall while I signed in outside... They told me I have to get ready by 6.45 because the auditions start at 7p.m... I got pissed, real pissed because they said the auditions will start at 6.15 on the night before, but... F**K IT!!! I then waited with my classmates, Jeanette, Michelle, Avin, Gillian and not forgetting my big boss, Chia Ren...
30 minutes later, I got placed in a row of contestants who looked 'deadly'... I did not enjoy their company, and I'm serious... Looks can be deceiving... I like this line because it's ABSOLUTELY TRUE!!! The first and second contestants were quite ok but when it comes to the third one, I'm speechless... It's a guy, he is Chinese, very 'Cina' infact, and he chose Fall For You for his English song... When he said he's going to sing that song, I had quite high hopes, but everything started to tumble the moment he open his big Chinese mouth! One, he don't know the lyrics.( I actually don't mind the fact that people forget their lyrics because of nerves and stuff like that)... Two, he can't sing.( I can't stop myself from laughing when he sings!!!) Ok, the correct words are" The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting, could it be that we have been this way before"... His version>>>" The lassss thin' that we like's that ve arrree gooiiiinnnn, would you be my *&#$%@()$%$@#$... before" WTF???!!! And is that's not enough, in the chorus, instead of singing " Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you, over again, don't make me change my mind", he sang " A nite vil b a nite thattt we will siiiiii yoouuuu, ower akain, &*^*&%^&$ my myyyy"... I know it's wrong to criticise and laugh at others; but people, can you actually control yourself when someone like him bullshits on stage???!!! NOOOO!!!
Ok, I don't wanna say much about my performance because I can't judge myself, I will let others judge me, so if you're reading this and you saw me sing, please please please leave a comment k... Thx a lot...
Well, I think that's it for tonight, hope to blog soon...

An apology for the long term neglection of this blog...

As the title suggests, I'm very sorry for not updating my blog for such a long time... The main reason is the stupid AS examination that I'm dreading to be taking in less than 2 weeks. I'm having countless problems with my revision, especially Chemistry... After doing some pass year questions, I realised that I actually guessed 60% of any one paper... That's very very bad!!! Well, don't expect me to blog anytime soon... Chow!

New Year's Resolution.

It's a new year, a new weekend, a new semester, and don't forget a new resolution( or a paradigm shift)... It's going to be the Chinese New Year in 2 weeks time and I'm not in the mood at all... In fact, I get very annoyed at people in pirated stores putting out loud new year songs; everytime I hear the 'tong tong ciang.... sing nian kuai le' kinda crap blasting out from those gigantic ancient looking speakers, I feel like shouting at them and ask them to shut the f**k up... Fortunately I don't have the nerves to do that , otherwise I'll end up becoming their speaker( I know, it sounds stupid, but you all know what I mean!)
It's semester 3 now and I am pissed, particularly at my results for the last semester because they suck......which leads to the fact that I suck......which then leads to the fact that I might not be able to survive this painful new semester where we all have to learn the A2 syllabus, and at the same time, revise for our AS examinations that's just a few months away...( FYI, I haven't started revising yet, so may gold bless me, and everybody that need blessings)
Erm, it's 1a.m. now and I think I've said enough for this time, so tata...

OMG!!! I Have Forgotten I Have A Blog!!!

I forgot I have a blog... Now that I've finally remember this fact, this post will act as something to keep my blog alife, it's more like a reviver.... So... Expect more...